forget everyhings..

no more any new mcj when i woke up in the morning..
i ve no one to wait for..
and when i m trying to close my eyes..nobody should i wish..
i m trying to forget about him..
but..
i dun noe why..
when i m trying to do that..my mind going to remember him all the taim..
and each time his voice echoing my mind..my tears going to flow down..
i mtrying to be strong..myb diz is what people felt wen i m leavin them..
hurt huh?
deserves me right isn it?..
hum..but..boys also deserves to be like dat..
all of them are same..
with that..
i m trying to built my strength..
yeahh..i m fine..i can stand by my own..i didnt need them at all instead..
but..
my tears still cnt stop from flowing down..
cuz...
i still luv him..
hate to luv him...='(